What's wrong with me?

I can't understand myself anymore? 

I need a break for a time, I can't handle the stress that I'm facing right now since I've failed my ADPRAC 4 subject. Everything was ruined, There are lot of things that I've done and changed my life permanently.

I've felt that I'm not really the old "Diligent" Hazelle that my old friends used to know. I'm somewhat new...Para akong nakakulong, having no friends, hirap makahanap ng makakagrupo for a group project. Ang hirap lang talaga, minsan tuloy gusto ko ng sumuko. Minsan sa boyfriend ko na ako laging nagagalit dahil sa nangyayari minsan yung pagiging lonely ko ay nilalabas ko sa kanya. Lage kong dinedemand na samahan n'ya ako kahit minsan yung trabaho na n'ya ang naapektuhan. Pero ok lang sa kanya yun basta masaya daw ako. Pero minsan hindi ko s'ya pinaniniwalaan, parang iba na talaga lahat sa akin.

Nabibigla na ako sa mga nangyayari sana kayanin ko ito. Minsan din kasi mga parents ko sumasabay eh. Hay naku ang hirap parang pinaglalaruan yung buhay ko. I hope maging maayos na ako, nahihirapan na kasi ako!

My Blog: Tama ba naging decision ko? Para kasing may mali e...

My Blog: Tama ba naging decision ko? Para kasing may mali e...: Tama ba naging decision ko? Para kasing may mali eh :((...Natatakot akong maulit uli yung nangyari dati sobra kasi yun parang mamatay ako no...

Tama ba naging decision ko? Para kasing may mali eh :((...Natatakot akong maulit uli yung nangyari dati sobra kasi yun parang mamatay ako noon ang hirap sobra :(

Just Starting

I don't know why do I create a blog? I'm not really into something like this but sometimes I just wanted to just to express myself, one of my blogspot is my tumblr account that I don't usually used. Well it was a blog about my love life. Probably this blog would turn out just like that but I'll probably minimize it so that it wouldn't be boring.

Maybe my blog could contain some of my works for photography, my travel article and experiences of course. I can't help myself to express what I feel...I dunno maybe being an artist by can really influence you in expressing what you feel. It is good somehow but sometimes I should be controlling it, because it might cause a ruckus in your life and as a person we should left something for our own. Just like in love...you should left something for your own, well probably...I dunno it might be my new motto! Well I guess I should end up my welcome speech (just nothing) here for starting my new blog. I hope I would do good in my blog.